should i feel jealous

Well we had a baby almost 3 months ago. and so far i been locked down with the pregnancy and now an infant for almost a year. i love my son and i love my boyfriend. but i have not been able to do much for myself or go out alone and its no ones fault, its the turn of events and i must adjust, which i am having such a hard time doing, adjusting. i love our new family, but in the same token, it reminds me of why i waited so long to have a baby. im 29, finished with my masters and still wanting my license and phd, want to buy my house and be in a job that brings me security. im on a slow pace to the things that i strive for in life. i started a big part of it. i started my family. i pray on a daily basis that all the other things fall into place. God keep me on the right path and focused and patient. i have a great guy, great baby, and im happy.