Im pissed

It seems that it is always one thing after another. i sit here and this week has not been a good one. sometimes i dont know what is happening. one minute im happy and the next minute something else goes up in the air. im dealing with a baby, in laws, bills, short money, no time, lack of sleep, and everything in between. its just upsetting. im always on the go, and yes i feel like the camels back has already broken. when does it stop. ill keep praying and trying to stay focused. i just dont know, im just tired and sick and sick and tired. and the other one just wants to always party, whenever he get money he has to indulge in bullshit. thats his outlet, if we have no money how is it you are indulging in these things. lord just grant met he serenity. just grant me the serenity. this is mothers day weekend and please dont turn my attitude sour.