well well well, its been so long since my last scribe, and i must say so much is happening. so much is going on.
since we last communicated, i have since moved to another location, my relationship and understanding with my significant other has definately improved to the max. i have lost some friends, and some friends have become distant, while others became closer. my son has turned 1 and has walked, stopped using the bottle, stopped with the pacifier, started and stopped with a babysitter. i have changed cars, no more solara (tearfully no more of my baby). but im definately in a better place with my mental, with my relationship, and where i would like to go in life.
right now i want to do my license, and phd/nursing (cna, rn).
i have accomplished working on my credit and now im ready for the next step of things. its definately not easy. i have been applying to new jobs since kaden was 4months old, now he is 15months old and im getting desolate. i dont know what else to do. and its funny, as julian career improves and he goes onto jobs that pay more in a better status, im here waiting. waiting for god to either tell me im not trying hard enough, wait my turn, or this is where he wants me. i just wish i knew. just wish i knew.
